"It’s like screaming but no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless. Like nothing could save you. But when its over and it’s gone, you almost wish that you can have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good."

I love you, you were ready, the pain is strong and urges rise